Got myself to go for a 40minute jog, surprisingly i really enjoyed it! I got to get away from everything for 40 minutes and i have to say it was fucking amazing! Came back to reality as soon as i got home! ‘Where have you been?!’ from my mother always winds me up. I mean it was obvious i went out for a jog and as soon as i come home shes being such a bitch with me. I guess to everyone else ‘where have you been doesn’t seem aggressive at all. You guys didn’t hear her tone of voice. Anyway I’m pleased with myself! Having a nice cole bottle of water now and then off to bed! :D

Im fat. Im 5’7, 147lbs im 17 and i have a disgusting body. My family are constantly reminding me that i am fat. Its very hard. My mum has put me on a healthy eating diet, what she doesnt understand is that once i begin to eat i cant stop. She hides biscuits and chocolates from me, and tells my dad to stop buying sweet stuff. Ive put myself on a juice fast but i will be eating solid fruits aswell. My mum is making it very difficult for me by buying all sorts of delicious pastries she is completely contradicting herself! I know i dont have any followers and probably wont gain any either. But im simply going to be blogging to myself to help me get through this difficult weight problem. I just want to be thin.